/b/ - Random

Just read an old chat with an old crush and it was so cute that my anxiety, depression, and cope to coom died for 4-5 hours

Just imagine what can happen if I get a girl

Last year, for 4 months, I had a fling with a qt Bihari girl

and for those 4 months I was at my best health, mood, no ill thoughts or any shit

I was a responsible guy at that time

My mom knew why I was like this, but she didn't question, and I didn't care

Let me tell a fact - I've been depressed, anxious for the last 10+ years, and I'm mota with insecurities, had GERD acid problems, bloating etc

For those 4 months, I was a manly man, with no shame or low confidence. My body was running at max. I was alive and wanted to do everything. I was so happy

After her leaving me, everything went shit again

My hairfall started, greying. GERD came back. Depression and every shit that I mentioned above came back

Start lifting

>>161359(OP)

same