/b/ - Random

>be me

>small bauna kid in school

>share a bench with foid friend (was bauni of girls) for 6 years

>not dating, just friends, but close

>she’s cute af, like anime girl tier

>whole class ships us

>"dono cute ho, shaadi kab karoge lol"

>she laughs it off

>me? shy as hell, shut everyone down to protect the vibe

>One day, she leaves school after 6th grade

>Never saw her again

>fast forward to 2018-19

>message from her on Facebook

>mfw we’re talking again after 11 damn years

>she’s doing LLB

>me? bhangi at some tier 3 engineering college

>talk for a while, then it fades out

>3 days ago

>see her walking with another foid

>still cute af, face like that Japanese or ChineseAmerican amateur pornstar I can't remember her name but everyone knows >heart skips

>can’t even face her now, my life is brOOtal

>want to talk, maybe hit on her

>Can have her contact, could reach out

>but don’t know how to face her without feeling like a failure

>but anyway I'm shooting my shot in days cmoing, fuck it. My life is hell, what worse can happen with all these things going on in life

P's: Not a real pic, just for ref, she somewhat looks like this

>>156881(OP)

>face like that Japanese or ChineseAmerican

Asa Akira

>amateur pornstar

Amai Liu

>>156881(OP)

>don’t know how to face her without feeling like a failure

You don't owe anyone a status and the kind of financial sucess that you have internalised in your head. Specially not when all you wish to do is talk to someone. She is someone you like and a former friend, not a business partner. Just talk to her a little bit. Sometimes things are only as bad as you make it, or as worse as you amplify it.

>>156881(OP)

What area of law is she working in?

Yaar if she's in litigation she must be interning/working under some ugly bastard senior who probably takes advantage of her.

Vakalat, as in core litigation, is not a profession made for sanskari women. I've seen it with my own eyes how girls get treated in this field.