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LH6ISG
No.156457
i sabotaged my own life, i had potential to get qtpies but i cant get em because i am so blaady faking anti-social, i really hate around people just even for 2 minute walk. it feels suffocating but i want a girl who is warm and nice jugs and i can caress them tits and sleep hugging tight to them. i am also emotionally numb and have been this way always, i dont feel guilts or regrets or sympathy for anyone. it is not like i would smirk when something bad happens to someone but i really just dont bother with it. i neither feel empathy nor smugness that so called "evil" pepo do. i am a messed up man, i will get a job then i will kill myself drinking alcohol.
LH6ISG
No.156458
every night, i try to sleep but i feel like my whole body aches, my joints are cracking stiff, i have no muscle mass blaady, i have no motivation no drive to lift weight, i only have drive to earn money for that i code but i think even that will be over if i felt that even money doesnt matter.
aB1RqG
No.156466
>>156457(OP)
>i will get a job then i will kill myself drinking alcohol.
So you havent started yet?
tbh I started drinking because im an antisocial loser too and I found out all my insecurties vaish once im drunk. Im literally a different, better version of myself when drunk. I can keep on talking there is no fileration happening in my brain that makes me not say whatever I want.
The only problem is that I hate my normal self now
dUo0UJ
No.156482
>>156457(OP)
Same but I'm trooning out
9B3JLH
No.156516
>>156457(OP)
what u need to do is book a massage on urbanclap then take a nice epsom salt bath, it will factory reset you completely and u will be able to focus more
!lmOJk15ILR6OW/a
M0qvF1
No.156544
>>156457(OP)
Why not kill yourself with good sleep, good diet and lots of exercise and movement to get buff?
Why always something faggy like alcohol and cigs to become uglier?
LH6ISG
No.156571
>>156544
yaar motivpillerfag you dont realize how hard it is to get good sleep, good diet and lots of exercise.
LH6ISG
No.156572
>>156466
right now, i am in college but looking at my stars, i may get some intern in 2-3 months as a dev, so i may try alcohol then, anyways in a year i will have a job so not a problem.
54S5+r
No.156586
>>156572
i hope your head comes under a truck faggot nanhe bhangi
!lmOJk15ILR6OW/a
M0qvF1
No.156590
>>156572
You will literally have money to upgrade your life and instead you want to become a darudia bevda?
54S5+r
No.156591
>>156544
hmm interesting pov
aB1RqG
No.156597
LH6ISG
No.156634
>>156590
yea, i just want to see this world burn and want others to suffer with me. self improvement is boring and just hits plateau.
LH6ISG
No.156636
>>156597
wut do you do? neet?
LH6ISG
No.156637
>>156586
i hope too.
9c/k2d
No.156645
>>156457(OP)
>I could've
>But I didn't
Wrong Niqqer
Picrel is what happened to you
Early Experience in life makes you Introvert or Extrovert
aB1RqG
No.156646
>>156636
It coolie
LH6ISG
No.156651
>>156645
you might like self loathing but i dont do it unnecessarily, i am objectively above avg in looks and height.
LH6ISG
No.156656
>>156645
also, you dirty faggot, i dont have low self esteem or problem talking to anyone. you dont understand it, you are unironically narrow-minded below avg intellect. Life cant be measured in few things how blackpillers from lookism.org want to do.
