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I think I'm possessed
a4q/ai
No.100
few weeks ago i was scrolling through reels and some aunty said Unexplained laziness, Being tired without doing anything, increased hunger, waking late till night, loss of focus, increased desire for sex are minor signs that u can be possessed
>Have all the qualities above
>still doesn't care
Today in my society there was an event and they were chanting some Mantras and bhajans i dont know how to describe but i felt somehow Uncomfortable when i heard them .something inside me was getting Agitated like it was telling me to stop the chantings or run away
>realization
please help me folks im confused tell me something like anything from Vedas, puranas, or any tantra vidhya that can help me
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r64Czq
No.102
>>100(OP)
I think I've been possessed since like 6 years or so
a4q/ai
No.103
>>102
No, more like 8 months
VEGPVY
No.110
>>100(OP)
Ngl I have been on alcohol and drug(majorly
weed) abuse spree for around 5 years. And I'm pretty sure now that you actually do open yourself up for possession when you consume shit. And the effects linger. I do have weird discomfort around mandirs as if I'm not ready yet to worship God. I do it but half heartedly. I hate other religions too but I can't seem to do worship. As if I'm resisting it. The sound of ghanti irritates me for some reason.
Plus you definitely have major personality changes once you drink too much alcohol. People usually say that you just start speaking whatever is inside you. But slowly I've been realising that sometimes I say things and do things under influence that I don't even think subconsciously.
lTNj2P
No.112
>>110
>I've been realising that sometimes I say things and do things under influence that I don't even think subconsciously.
Like what exactly?
tnVybg
No.113
>>110
thats exactly whats happening with me i just cant make myself worship god or pray to him with devotion. i did some research and found some helpful verses from Athrav Veda. some of them actually worked for me but i dont think it has fully let go of me
D9NWdK
No.114
>Unexplained laziness, Being tired without doing anything, increased hunger, waking late till night, loss of focus, increased desire for sex
Anon I think you may be depressed.
VEGPVY
No.115
>>112
I would say hateful shit. Like I would get murderous intent. Keep in mind it's me and my one two three friends drinking two bottles of whiskeys or rums and weed. Once you overcome the vomiting, nausea that usually happens with alcohol, it will start attacking your head.
Plus I did shrooms and I literally got that whatever we consume has spiritual energy in it. That's why our ancestors promoted vegetarianism since it would keep you calm and away from sexual thoughts and aggression (although in my pg the most womanizing and desperate characters were usually vegetarians) but this unreal appeal to violence and demented anger does take over.
The Arabs called it al ghul before it became known as alcohol. The reason it was called spirits might also be linked to actual spirits and souls. And every drug has some spirit in it which will make you behave a particular way.
The Greeks believed that whatever animals they consumed they would gain their attributes. So for hard labour beef was chosen for fighting chicken and goat was chosen for I guess stamina fish was chosen.
I'm not particularly accurate with my take but this is what I feel like really is. That's why the entire spirituality stuff is closely related to drugs. Why CIA was so invested in LSD.
On shrooms I really felt that I was definitely interacting with actual beings once you cross the breakthrough point(where you basically stop seeing those spectral patterns, that's all bullsht from what aive understood) again I could be wrong. And every alcohol will give you a different experience because the spirit in it is different. You won't react entirely the same on vodka or rum. Both will technically have different "highs" because the possession of the spirit is different. That's why the term under the influence exists. That's why mullahs are so scared of alcohol.
VEGPVY
No.116
>>113
Are you consuming some drug, alcohol or particular meat? Some kind of food? Because a lot of it is due to food.
I would recommend doing fasts and drinking water. Start slowly. The demon usually attacks your head. You will become irritable initially. You are weak minded that's why you feel it. I can suppress it.
Also try doing sattvik bhojan. Don't need to worship God. Also go run or walk doesn't matter. Just try not to give on to your impulses because the demon or spirit actual strengthens when you fulfill your gratification. Like maybe some food that gets you off. Or some media. The whole detox thing exists so that you can clear your mind. Your mind is racing and the spirit exploits it. I personally feel that I have strengthened whatever fucking demon I have within me due to my degeneracy. So I have far more anger now and sexual frustration than before.
VEGPVY
No.117
>>114
That's like the scientific answer to it.
Just need to go out do some exercise and meditate would work unders. And don't waste your time thinking about bitches. Your brain needs oxygen. Staying in your room won't help it
