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a6XzeG
No.305109
just saw a chick post about her diwali in london (don't know why she was in london in diwali) but that hit me so hard, made me realize how far behind im in all these things, and how ordinary i am
a6XzeG
No.305110
its just so unfair
some people are able to swallow it by just saying "erm life is unfair accept it"
but no matter how much i tried i cannot
but being born in the lower stature has killed my confidence, pair that up with an already broken self image because of my height
a6XzeG
No.305111
being born broke is probably the hardest pill to swallow, up there with the bp shit (face structure, frame and height)
you want those experiences which these people had, others will tell you just work hard and earn those but the thing is thats not the point
you'll be past your age when you earn that living
you're not going to hongkong at 16 you don't have such stories
you're not going to london on diwalis
you're here in this shithole trying to grind your ass off so you get some validation from other mediocre people
+YpK5Q
No.305114
DPHl7v
No.305115
+YpK5Q
No.305118
>>305111
>you're not going to hongkong at 16 you don't have such stories
You don't need to find some hobby and make some friends
+YpK5Q
No.305121
>>305118
Put a Comma somewhere in the sentence
a6XzeG
No.305123
>>305118
i feel like thats one of the cope
why cant i have hobbies, enjoy with friends and have a upbringing comparable to what these people
+YpK5Q
No.305128
>>305123
Hollow life, you have never looked into their psyche, such type of people are HOLLOW
And this is not a cope.
+YpK5Q
No.305129
>>305123
I feel grateful that I am not from a super rich household
GrRVag
No.305130
>>305114
Lmao
+YpK5Q
No.305135
>>305123
Take the neitzsche pill already
a6XzeG
No.305139
>>305129
good for you
i didnt say super rich, i just wanted a growing where i would travel a little and get decent shit that i see people around me get
+YpK5Q
No.305146
>>305139
I wish there was a way I could transfer my world view to you but even if it was possible it would be pointless
a6XzeG
No.305149
>>305128
idk just terming someone as hollow without even knowing much about them
sounds like youre the real hollow here
a6XzeG
No.305152
>>305146
maybe youve just accepted it and moved on
i would really pity my future self if i ever accept it
because every morning i have to wake up and be with these people
its worse for one of my friend who tells even wilder stories
+YpK5Q
No.305159
>>305149
"Why can't I have hobbies, enjoy with friends and have a upbringing comparable to what these people"
"you want those experiences which these people had, others will tell you just work hard and earn those but the thing is thats not the point "
Judge for yourself
lFeWii
No.305163
one reason i deleted my insta account, i really couldnt see bhangis and their 10 different opinions and what their lifestyle is like, it gives you a fomo but you also deep down understand you are the way you are, you dont want to change it, i am fine living minimally, i dont like celebrations, unnecessary spending, i like isolated places.
duHbph
No.305170
Go out, touch grass.
a6XzeG
No.305173
>>305163
doesnt help when you go to college and see these people everyday anyway
a6XzeG
No.305174
NlK9db
No.305180
Just see some of the Sreeleela reels yaar. You'll kill yourself. She lives in another planet.
+YpK5Q
No.305181
lFeWii
No.305184
>>305145
retard, edgychakka, kys whinyfaggot
+YpK5Q
No.305185
>>305180
Kon insta download kare, download karke upload karde yaha, mann kare to
lFeWii
No.305187
>>305173
you are too weak, accept or wallow in your misery
xtLHlQ
No.305194
>>305109(OP)
>>305110
>>305111
I understand anon. I felt, and still feel the same way as you do.
Not to turn this into a competition, but i am almost certain that you have better memories, experiences and in general a better life than me. It took me many years to cope, but i have somewhat moved on from this.
Here are my four main copes.
First, realise that it is what it is. Nothing, no amount of worrying or complaining about it can change anything. It is pointless.
Second, realise that if you are privileged enough to even spend time thinking and worrying about this, you likely have a better life than many people. Be grateful with what you have.
Third, realise that you still have the future ahead of you. Wasting the present worrying about it will ensure you will regret your future even further in the future, just like you regret your past now. Try to get a good career and spend at least your twenties and maybe early thirties making memories in a desperate attempt to catch up.
Finally, and most importantly, realise that we are living in very interesting times. It is a meme that nothing ever happens, but it is not true at least when it comes to technology. Tech is evolving in a rapid pace. Just compare the tech from 20 years ago, when we didnt even have most social media to now. Now imagine 20, 30, 40 or even more years from now. AI, vr, robotics, etc tech is rapidly improving. You might experience stuff in the future that would make anything you missed out so far seem like dust.
Thats it.
Not sure how old you are. But i wasted much of my prime years being depressed, anxious and not working hard for my future because of it. Now, my only goal is to become rich, make some memories in the mean time, and perhaps experience the singularity.
a6XzeG
No.305195
a6XzeG
No.305217
>>305194
what do you do now?
>become rich
how are you planning on doing that
ive just been so depressed lately that i dont have any prospect so idk what to do
to add up on that my college is also sucking the soul out of whatever was remaining of my doomer mind
nrYgU3
No.305224
>>305217
You're still in college? Lol. I am 32 year old NEET. Imagine how I feel.
xtLHlQ
No.305225
>>305195
The fuck do you want, retard?
Some secret technique to turn around your life and turn you into a chad?
There is nothing you can do except accept your subhumanity, and then grind for the future
xtLHlQ
No.305233
>>305217
>what do you do now?
Final year of college. Probably around your age i think
>how are you planning on doing that
Studycelling for a meme exam. It is, thankfully the one thing i am good at. I am sure i can get a rank good enough to set me for life. The thing is, if i wasnt a retard crying over this shit is my highschool, i could have done this back then with jee
>ive just been so depressed lately that i dont have any prospect so idk what to do
Thankfully, i got through this phase in my 11th and 12th during the lockdown. There was so much time, and i would just spend all of it browsing through .org and watching edits on yt.
Honestly, i dont have any easy solution to this. Just find anything that motivates you and focus on that. Anything that makes you feel strong emotions. Dont care even if it is some super silly stuff like you fav childhood cartoon or whatever. I unironically get motivation for psl god edits and slowed down reverb songs. So find whatever works for you
nrYgU3
No.305240
>>305233
>Studycelling for a meme exam. It is, thankfully the one thing i am good at. I am sure i can get a rank good enough to set me for life.
What exam? SSC CGL?
xtLHlQ
No.305248
>>305240
gate
ryYRhk
No.305416
>>305194
Finally a sensible reply here.
I don't get the entire "I'm behind mindset"
Bro who put you in a race where you have a checklist of ticking off everything that everyone else does?
Imagine living your life in a way that is decided by everyone other than you.
Your life is entirely your own unique experience. Make most of it. None of that London/US/ unlimited SaxSux is gonna fill that void in your heart
Enjoy small joys of life.
ZUWLLA
No.305474
>>305109(OP)
Lmaoo chutiye stop comparing yourself with NRIRands you white cum guzzling chutiya.
Faggots like you are the reason zoomers are unproductive Lmaoo you guys are simply dissilusioned about your shithole.
Than how about you fucking feces chugging scst fetishtist nígger cattle actually do something to fix your shithole.
Post your caste and state of origin
Sev0z+
No.305657
>>305109(OP)
Fuck a poor man can't even celebrate festival in India
6L0Rh1
No.305699
>>305121
You, don't need to find some hobby and make some friends
LThig1
No.305701
>>305109(OP)
yeah i had that thought last night as well how some people are able to move ahead and achieve greater meaning in their lives just because of their robust upbringing where they were constantly encouraged to follow their own mind and way without paying heed to everybody else this in and itself consolidates winners attitude
this is how you build a high quality society where you are rewarded for your genuine efforts its like a constant position cycle and when you make it to the higher ranks you pretty much have the world in your hands to play with it it's unfathomably br0atul
krxTNp
No.305704
>>305114
Lmao
2Zp3XJ
No.305725
>>305110
>>305111
>but being born in the lower stature has killed my confidence, pair that up with an already broken self-image because of my height
holy fuvk same same
t.5'4"
Only if I were in some 5'8" - 5'9" body I'd have been something else, trust me
This world just breaks me inside, so much that I act differently just to fit in
The only thing that breaks me is I'll never be able to control this ever, which in turn it's affective my love pool, people not respecting me until I do something significant, which again needs a huge amount of energy to do, while others are getting it all like a job, networks so easily because they look in a certain way
The world will never see the invisible struggle we face. They will say you're not trying hard, go keep doing the hard work, generic advice as if they know everything
