Ate 13 bananas in morning and went into a deep meditative state an hour after, opened my eyes and it was almost 1 AM. Felt so great bros, I am swear I was in theta state for at least 40 minutes. I am feeling so creative right now that I can even right a novel if I want to or come up with a meaningful song.

Sad part is, I am not able to use any of this to make money. I guess I really need a woman in my life like that astro anon told me. With a wife, I will only live an average life.