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SQY76E
No.1815
I'm misanthropic to a fault and hate working with others (even family) to a point it gives me serious headaches and makes me want to kms.
What's worse is I might even hurt others because of how they keep ragging on my ass even when I ask them to shut the fuck up.
I'm doing 2nd year in a tier whatever-the-fuck college but I don't have any interaction with anybody, even teachers.
I know this is going to hurt because there's little chance of me getting a job with this pissy attitude.
I want upaay specifically from you people because even if I hate you bhangis with every grain of my being, I'm hoping you would be privy to these feelings, with many being older and experienced. Thanks.
SQY76E
No.1816
>>1815(OP)
I should go into theraphy and get medications but its going to cost and I still don't like the idea of going to a doctor and whining like a bitch.
I really need some kind of help though, I don't have any interest in living going forward now.
16tjri
No.1834
>>1815(OP)
Just pretend man, it's not that hard. Imagine all other people are just animals and it's ur job to domesticate them. Act like a good owner of ur pets. Ik it sounds corny but we've already surpassed that. Ts would definition work.
16tjri
No.1835
>>1834
definitely*
16tjri
No.1836
>>1816
(by the way I am a nigger) just find a job where it requires minimum interaction with people. wtf is this loser attitude T_T
NcK6ct
No.1838
H6ueyw
No.1840
Realized reading this that many of you guys just need someone to talk to without getting judged and without seeing each other's faces. Kind of like fight club but you just talk one on one.
1t1H26
No.1887
thats about it then, I'll have to deal things on my own.
QnatBi
No.1888
>>1887
No, you find your herd and learn from them and stop following normie advice and normie self-help books written for normies. There are people out there.
1t1H26
No.1889
>>1888
>stop following normie advice and normie self-help books written for normies.
I do nothing of the sort but other autists are a pain to deal with, you should know better
1t1H26
No.1890
btw who is the pyaari in your picrel?
QnatBi
No.1891
>>1889
Yes, I can be insufferable. You don't have to remind me that.
What exactly do you want advice about then?
1t1H26
No.1892
>>1891
You misunderstand, I meant you being on the receiving end of hate on this forum, naturally, autists. Whether they are just self-proclaimed ones or not is a different matter entirely.
>What exactly do you want advice about then?
A condition such as this predisposes you to a loneliness, one that is much deeper felt.
Not for nothing, but how do you deal with it?
QnatBi
No.1893
>>1892
>Not for nothing, but how do you deal with it?
Strangely, I don't have a problem. I've been alone since I remember, coping with internet and media but it took me some time to realize that I am actually happier when I am alone than when spending time with other people.
I am always on guard when in a group, I become suspicious about the motivations of someone if they interact with me, I am scared of saying inappropriate things, I am scared of hurting them, I find the things they talk about boring, I am also irritated at times having to listen to them and just want to be left alone. Not necessarily that I hate other people, just that it exhausts me, or I behave like a retard or I have little to nothing in common to talk with them. I've been trying to find a solitary job or a job that is more independent but no success so far.
There's still a desire for some sense of belonging and connection so I come here and spam the place up but this is slowly becoming alien too. Soon you'll grow old as well and run out of places to hang out.
1t1H26
No.1894
>>1893
that sounds familiar, I won't wish you luck to find your niche because I don't know myself if its even out there but still, good luck and know that you are (if only sometimes) appreciated.
aVoDPx
No.1896
>>1895
Maybe I'm reaching, but how about you start a blog on /gen/, there's dozens of those here and it could provide you with a medium where you can post with sincerity without the usual imageboard silliness. Plus, you've got content for days and it would be fun, I bet.
Just a thought.
JCfdlx
No.1897
>>1896
There's not much novelty in that. My problem is lack of action and not lack of thought or epiphanies. Sometimes I get them now and then but I need to be actually doing things.
NcK6ct
No.1918
>>1839
Yaar how is this even remotely possible? I feel autistic as fuck, I tend to obsess over niche shit nobody cares much for, I have gone days, weeks sometimes without talking to people for more than 5 seconds because I fuck up in conversations (timing issues) so I avoid contact with others and others in turn avoid initiating contact with me.
Yet I still got 99%
