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The air’s a bit cooler today. You can see summer coming up, I’m worried and also hopeful. Today was like any other day, although I had no work or encumbrance. The fellow I’ve been posted up with continues to talk loudly on speaker-fone, it’s quite annoying. Almost like I’m a part of his house now, I also fear that his family is quite similar to mine only different in some class maybe. Plans for summer are being built. And I have class tomorrow, meaning I have to sit and look busy while the group project burns itself. Ive been having fun building up a routine of sorts, Ive noticed as soon as I begin to enjoy a place I graduate from it, I’ve been pained from my surroundings before but eventually you build something out of it, some semblance of joy out of your own ritual, but as soon as I do that, the pain stops and destiny takes over. Manifesting definitely works, its not a wishing well or a beggars bowl, its something quite simple but hard to get, you get what you are, you cannot be what you are not, but you can change who you are. Frankly its a decision, a decision to keep writhing in pain or deciding you’re done, and you dont go back to begging or checking.